A Letter of Obviousness

Dear you,
in my everlasting effort to make you proud and love me, I have failed. Life, and it's persistent path of self destruction has yet again proven to take away the most prominent property dearest to my heart. I admit to my guilt of selfless acts, and will face judgment as it will surely present itself upon my doorstep, but i never meant for it to effect in any way, the relationship you and I both share. I have become a prisoner trapped in the cell created from my own acts of selfishness, passionate, and controlling crimes. I am not a bad person, but I have made poor decisions. I have learned that you cannot please everyone along your journey, but nobody said you can't try. This is where I came to fault. I believed I could accomplish such a task. For what it's worth, I have no real enemies, and have wronged one individual in my life. I have a number of true friends that have stuck by my side for the reason that I like to believe; that I am a true friend as well. On paper, yes, the selfless list has had its shares of recent entries, but not in the form you may think. I refuse the fact that you so clearly state that I am out to hurt you or anyone purposely!If so be the case, I would not be taking my time to write you. This letter is meant to simply give you my point of view upon the situation and how I am not the monster you so disgustedly claim to be associated with. Certain information pertaining to the situation was withheld because I did not want it to have an adverse effect on what was to be the beginning of " Your" year. Whatever you may think, everything was recent. It was not planned, nor have been building up from past events. You were eventually going to be made aware of the situation, but was waiting for the proper opportunity to do so. You should have been informed by me, not some dumb bitch. I had the best intentions for all the decisions I have recently made. Steps that I decided to take, and steps that I decided to NOT take. I did all in hopes for a better future. However, I do take full responsibility. I cannot point fingers at those involved, I can only be upset with myself. I know what I gambled, and obviously have now lost. I will make it a point to not go against your advice, because every time I do, something bad happens, and you always end up right. I hate that. Well this is the end, I wish you luck on your ventures, as i doubt you need it since at least one of us has their head on straight. Farewell, I love you.