Wednesday, December 23, 2009

One can only hope


After two full days of laying in bed and getting nothing but rest, my body still aches of this sickness that began over the weekend. It hit me the hardest yesterday morning, and I have been bed struck ever since. One of my best friends was kind enough to deliver some hot soup, and some dinner so I wouldn't have to leave my house. (Thank you Teesa!) Upon completing the delightful soup, I decided to eat one of the fortune cookies that was also provided, eager to read what would be my fortune. " Soon you will receive pleasant news." it claimed. I can only hope this is to be true for the 2010 year. My 2009 year has been nothing but disappointment and heartache. Relationships gained and lost, job opportunities up and down, and even some deep personal problems arose. But what can I say, it's life. I'm going to have to accept the changes that occur, and learn to adapt from it. I'm going to have to appreciate all things because nothing is promised tomorrow. I have to learn not to take for granted certain relationships or situations, and instead take advantage of them and make the most out of them to better myself. I'm going to not be so selfish, and learn how to say yes I can, or i will more often. " There's always a million reasons not to do something." Jan from The Office. This next year will be a year of improvement on myself, and I can't wait to go through the steps.

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