The glass is half FULL!

Suddenly, the finer things in life don't taste as sweet; Beard Papa's cream puffs, Red Wine, my home made Poke' with shrimp chips (that taste better raw not cooked), Brie, Torta's, Flautas, Avocado Pistachios, Ramen, Japanese Tapas, corn with every fucking thing on it!, watching 30 Rock, tasteful films, Avatar 3D, Long drives, chillin at the beach late at night, Santa Cruz, checkin out new clubs, new bars, farmers markets, hot springs, and finally, bed and breakfasts! . Many of these are first time experiences, and all of recent, but I might add, none of these will ever be enjoyed as they were the first time. I miss it. I really do. Every girl that I've dated has said the same thing to me, " Its the small things in life that count!" I can't believe I finally realize that, it only took 25 years! But with recent lessons learned, I know to never take experiences such as these for granted. I will enjoy them as if they were my last. I will not indulge in the selfishness of my humanity, and will make the most of my experiences, thus creating a humble, open to "new experiences" life. It took selfish acts, and inconsiderate thoughts for me to realize this. Everyone makes mistakes, but it is up to the person at fault whether or not they learn from it and strive forward, or do they continue to do wrong, and continue down their spiraling path to loneliness. I however, have learned from this. I am not stupid nor am a bad person, so I am going to take this life lesson and run with it. No matter what, It's uphill from here, because I've been to the bottom, and I know I don't want to be here! I'm taking all these negatives and turning them into positives by changing my ways. 2 weeks ago I stated that 2010 is off to a great start, and is going to be my year! Even after everything that has happened recently, I think it is all for the best! 2010 is still a great year, and I just had a major breakthrough! Life is good.